I do. Her name is Jane Shelton, and she teaches ballet in Memphis, Tennessee. I have known her since I was four, when she was a young psychology student at Memphis State University (now the University of Memphis) and I was a rising kindergartner at Church of the Good Shepherd. She danced at Memphis Ballet back in the day when mom was new to the company, which is how my family came to know her. Jane had hypermobile knees and wacky-gorgeous feet, but tragically ruined them for pointe early in her erstwhile career as a ballerina after she took multiple cortisone injections to allow her to continue dancing on injuries. (Jane would not recommend this practice.) Photo: Mark Weber for The Commercial Appeal
To me, Jane always had an aura of coolness about her. First, she was a dancer. Second, she was several years my mom’s junior and therefore a bit more accessible to me. And third, as if that were not enough, she was a free spirit—you could rightly have called her liberated, or at times maybe even a flower child. How exotic. At least it seemed that way from my middle-class, Donny Osmond-loving, white-bread-American-suburban-girl point of view.
In the 1970s Jane had impossibly long, wavy hair and glasses whose lenses made her eyes twinkle in a pleasing way, but also broadcast this message: I am smart and have little tolerance for bull. You can even see that in this picture of her, taken just before a Ballet Workshop demonstration in about 1975 at St. Dominic School in Memphis. When I was in junior high she was still driving a Volkswagen Beetle and had a wonderful, muscular dog named Al, a boxer who seemed to go everywhere with her. In the winter months Al wore a turtleneck for warmth and sat bolt-upright in the driver’s seat of the VW waiting on Jane, as if he were her chauffeur dog; people would walk by the parked bug and give him a double-take.
Through the years Jane lived in various groovy midtown Memphis digs, always with at least one badly behaved cat lurking about, and lots of appealing artwork, books, and plants. On some Saturdays she did her laundry at our house; my younger brother and I variously insinuated ourselves into Jane and mom’s kitchen table conversations, trying to steal her attention. On one of these occasions my brother actually played an original “happy birthday” composition for her on his tiny, Suzuki violin while singing to her. It was really very sweet, but we could not help exploding in laughter at his six-year-old’s rendition of a classic, complete with exactly eight notes and a minimalist libretto: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. Jane held her ribs, tears rolling down her cheeks. Laundry took on a higher meaning on those Saturdays.
Jane’s appeal was also in part derivative of her mom, Dorothy, a Boston transplant who possessed the most fascinating blending of deep-South and Boston Brahman accents. In my view, Dorothy was simply exquisite. She lived in a stately, old pink stucco home in one of Memphis’ most genteel neighborhoods. My family spent lazy holiday evenings at Dorothy’s, gathered around her elegant dining table for Thanksgiving dinner, or sitting in her living room in front of a Christmas tree set before a large window, festooned with glamorous decorations the likes of which I had never seen before. I lingered in front of Dorothy’s built-in bookcases when the adult conversation grew tiresome, fingering her crystal and glass chotchkees and looking at Jane’s school yearbooks and ballet books—especially one about Russian ballerina Galina Ulanova, with shocking pictures of little Soviet children auditioning for the Kirov Academy in their underpants. I loved watching Dorothy gingerly remove the tea bag from her china cup, carefully wrapping the string around it to squeeze out a few more drops of brew. And I loved listening to her tell me which Erno Laszlo product—a line she proudly represented—would best suit me, though I never actually had any of my own. A trip to her bathroom was like visiting an exclusive department store, with all manner of creams, facials, and various other beauty liquids in signature Laszlo jars all over the place. It was magical. Dorothy had impeccable taste, and I loved her for it. She still lives in her pink stucco house.
When I was about twelve (in the picture, there, warming up before a year-end demonstration), Jane started teaching ballet at my mom’s newly-acquired school, Ballet Workshop. Formerly Memphis Ballet School East, Memphis Ballet had been eager to dispose of the failing suburban branch of its school, which came into my family’s possession with its enrollment at a low ebb. Leaving the school’s central city branch, I joined the classes at Ballet Workshop, but dreaded instruction from my own mom, credentials notwithstanding. So the opportunity to take class from somebody else on Saturday mornings—my “Auntie Jane,” no less—was a welcome one. In short order my classmates and I discovered that Jane would not hesitate to unleash all kinds of torturous strength-building work on us. We started class sitting in a huge circle on the floor; Jane would put a record of orchestrated ballet music on the school’s old phonograph and let it play all the way through one side, while taking us through an impossible regimen of abdominal work, among other things. Working right along with us, she made it look so easy. But she was unmoved by our groaning and wincing against the strains of Tchaikovsky, and simply quipped, “Smile!” Jane had a habit of sneaking up behind you during barre, digging her fingernails into your backbone, working her way outward, forcing scapulae to open and flatten. And you would occasionally feel her poke a bony finger just under the occipital at the base of the skull to make you pull up correctly through the spine, without lifting your chin.
Strangely, I have not actually seen Jane in maybe as long as twenty years. Life’s pace has not allowed me to travel to Memphis, nor Jane here. We have instead kept up with each other through epic phone conversations that sometimes stretch as long as two hours and beyond. Jane has watched my child grow up through sporadic Christmas photos and detailed ramblings from me, though she has not yet met him in person. She has kept up with the founding of my young ballet school and offered many words of advice over the last few years. She has willingly shared trade secrets, resources, and ideas for all kinds of classroom exercises and combinations with me; my own students are now the beneficiaries of her wisdom. Jane has been relentlessly supportive of my aspirations. For all that and more, Auntie Jane, I am truly grateful. Photo: Mark Weber for The Commercial Appeal; that’s Jane in the center doing a cambre to the back with some of her adult students.
Oh, yes: One of these days, I will show up in your ballet class, Jane. One of these days.
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